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I Love You

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.


- Brynne S. -

A nice poem!! Wish i can falls deeply in love everyday!!! and be happy!!

Safari Night(June 09)- Super late update

My 2009 annual dinner. Theme = Safari Night. It was super grand and oh well, luckily i manage to get my costume done just few days before the annual dinner. Am so last minute. LOL. It was great though. Get to see everyone dress themselves superbly. HEHE.. nice!

Let the pictures speaks =)

This fella got 1st in the Best dress competition!!






Those with numbers are participants in Best Dress Competition that night














Ashley and Me..ROARS!!


The Birdie and Me, She got 2nd in Best Dress competition..from Estee Lauder =)



Our Director, Mr. Loo... =) Ashley and Me =)






To Be CoNtiNueD....

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Replying mails...

Watching dramas...

Sitting in front pc...

On a Friday Night?

Boring and Lonely...

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".......At his point i exploded. My fuse was also very short that day. I was angry that she hadn't call me. I was furious that she was blaming me when i didn't even know she was in pain. After exchanging a few harsh words, i headed for the door. I was tired, irritable and heard enough. We had both reached our limits.

Then something started to happen that would change my life.

Bonnie said, " Stop, please don't leave. This is when i need you the most. I am in pain. I haven't slept in days. Please listen to me."

I stopped for a moment to listen.

She said, "John Gray, you're a fair-weather friend! As long as I'm sweet, loving Bonnie you are here for me, but as soon as I'm not, you walk right out that door."

Then she paused, and her eyes filled up with tears. As her tone shifted she said, "Right now I'm in pain. I have nothing to give, this is when I need you the most. Please, come over here and hold me. you don't have to say anything. I just need to feel your arms around me. Please don't go."

I walked over and silently held her. She wept in my arms. After a few minutes, she thanked me for not leaving. She told me that she just need to feel me holder her.

At that moment I started to realize the meaning of love-unconditional love. I had always thought of myself as a loving person. But she was right. I had been a fair-weather friend. As long as she was happy and nice, I loved back. But if she was unhappy or upset, I would feel blamed and then argue or distance myself....."

- Copied from the book Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus-


I like this lesson. And i feel alike Bonnie, am the type who just need someone to hold me into arms and let me wept in his arms quietly =)

Preview for KK trip

No time to update KK trip yet.. ehehe.. =)




WiLL UpDaTe SoON

Away

I'll be away for a short holiday at KK =)

From 23rd Oct 2009 - 26th Oct 2009.

Supposed to fly to KK at 835am tomorrow morning but stupid Air Asia, don't know why keep re-timed lately. So ended up re-timed to 135pm. Still ok la, can sleep later a bit. But my return flight a bit ridiculous for me. I am suppose to return on 130pm Monday but it was re-timed to 9pm. Duh!!!

Gonna stay at Imperial Boutec, Warisan Square=) Hope this trip gonna be a nice and great one...

Colleague say don't go Pulau Manukan, go the new island? Pulau Mamutik? Seriously, this is the first time i heard of Pulau Mamutik. LOL.

Anyway.. will be back S O O N...!!!!

SaD Commercial by LENOVO..

Friend posted it in Facebook and i think it's really touching. Most important, that guy is so cuteeeeee!! HAHAHA...

Sharing this because my life is ONLINE most of the time too =)

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"Sometimes, being ignored is more painful than not having someone to ignore you." Read this from one of my fren status in Facebook.

Being ignored is really more painful than not having someone to ignore you. It's like you're hoping to get some response so desperately yet that person keep ignoring you. Ignore. You wanted to talk yet she/he don't want to talk to you. You don't know what is his/her answer on that certain things. You talk a whole bunch and he/she ignore you. You not sure whether they are listening to you. Feel like punching them!! ggrr...!

Few times I've got that feelings. I wanted to talk so badly and get some answer from that someone yet being ignored! It's so rude? Unless you hate me, i have nothing to say. You should ignore me. But it's like you ignore and next few days come back to me act as nothing happen. Duh.. I know am just too nice and i can't bear to ignore people as well.

How to stop being a nice guy? => one of my net fren posted this. I should be posting HOW TO STOP BEING A NICE GIRL? Oh well, everyone has their own weaknesses and strengths..

My weakness? Easily trust people? Blur? Soft hearted? Duh...! Guess am growing up. I learn a lots in this one year. Learn as in know how to social with people and start meeting new people instead of caging myself at home. Some say it's good to step out from that circle. Some say it's dangerous to get involve at the outside world. Too realistic. Sad but true. But if i keep caging myself, i will never learn and accept things around me. There are so many things that i can't accept last time but now i can. After seeing so many things happening around me and after listening to stories...

Am so easily effected by people's comments. Am now in a situation where everybody gonna give me negative comments. It make me wander at night. Wander whether my decision is correct or not... but i shall follow what my heart think, isn't it? Every decision made, there's a risk. I hope i can take the risk. I hope i won't regret. Even if am regretting, i hope ill move on...yes, i'll move on..


C r a p p y C r a p p y days....

Salmon sashimi oh salmon...

Used to hate salmon so much but now i enjoy eating it...!! HEHE... went Escapade in KB,Brunei last month and had this bloody yummy Salmon =) SLURPY......!!!



OH by the way, it's only Brunei Dollar 15!! Worth the money~~~~!!! Converting RM is like only RM30 plus ??

Randomly....

Web-caming can be fun sometimes? Hehe, hope this fella wont get mad to see this picture published...LALALA...i have no idea what to blog bah...Thanks for crapping with me sometimes xD





To be Fair, ill published my webcam face too..xD HAHAHA..



Other RANDOM pictures...

Taken last Aug during the flight to KL =)
Nora, Me and Ing Ing



Chilling at Al Fresco with colleagues and friends...
Ling Ling, Joanne and Me =)



Ing Ing and Me


With handsome Wallace at Sports Cafe, a simple night out and singing night =) He has very nice voice! Talented young man...Should ask him sing more next time....



Patrick and Me at Al Fresco..



Nora, Patrick and Me acting cute at Al Fresco..???!!



Lee Wui and Me =p



Nothing to do..........!!!!! It's my day off!!! And Am facing my PC whole day, surfing net and playing FB's game....duhhh... Lifeless?!

Photoshoot By Christine Lim and Ruby Yeo

After the sweating day of photoshooting last June, here are the pictures finally edited =)
Thanks Ruby and Christine for the photoshoot and thanks to Darlyn Marilyn for the make-up. Thousand and million thanks. Hope we gonna have more photoshoot session together!! Muacks...

Photos By Christine Lim..









Me and Darlyn Marilyn








By the way, even though Christine is quite new in photography field but she has been doing a lots of Portfolios and i would like to share this to all of you, one of her piece of work was published in Harper's Bazaar as commendable category last September =) and the model is Marlene Lim. Proud of them...



Photos by Ruby Yeo...







Christine, Me and Marilyn =) I really miss u guys...


Non-edited....



What can i say? My best friend, my best listener, my best supporter, my best partner ..darlyn Marilyn... MISS U SO MUCHIE!!!!!!

Late Post Of cousin wedding pt.3

The Bride's parents (my third uncle and third aunty)


Walking in...so sweeeeeeeeeeettt...













My cam whore session...here it goes...!!



Javiaky(my niece) kissing me or me kissing Javiaky??



Atheni (my cousin) and me




Joe Ling (my cousin) and me...




Nam and Javiaky... uisehhh.. like super star carrying his daughter...



Javiaky Yeo Kie!!




Alden Yeo(my cousin) and me


Group picture after the dinner..


Chilling session at AL Fresco after the dinner with friends =)

Nora and Nam


Me and Nora =)


Jerry and Me=)



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