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SLeep and everything will be over for A LITTLE WHILE...

The Very First Post of JANUARY 2011..

First of all...need to update and "Refresh" myself..LOL.. been a long long time since i last updated..aww...such a pity blog..i shall come and visit you more often..give me some time ya!!!This is muh very first post of January 2011 :)

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喜欢他的每一天对你来说都是一种折磨

每一分每一秒。都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜

即使痛苦一次次让你落泪。即使你知道甜蜜只是你安慰自己的假象。可你依旧学不会放手

你说你认了

你说你从喜欢上他那刻起就认输了

你说。

[你看，我输到心都空了。]

有没有这么一个人

会让你觉得是老天派来克你的，可是你却心甘情愿地被伤害，即使你知道你会遍体鳞伤

有没有这么一个人

你无数次希望自己没有喜欢过他，甚至从未认识过他

但是如果老天给你一次机会回到过去，你依旧会选择喜欢他，甚至连一丝犹豫都没有

有没有这么一个人

你不知道他究竟是不是你生命中的那个唯一

你不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人

还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人…

你能确定的只有你喜欢他。但是他不喜欢你

朋友不止一次为你抱不平

他们劝你放弃

他们说他不值得你为他伤心

他们说。[他有什么好？]

可是你却为他抱不平

你说他值得

你说他很好很好

你说。[只是我不够好罢了。]

很可笑呵。

明明。

明明你知道你很好

明明你知道朋友是心疼你才会这么说

明明你知道你放弃了对彼此都好

可是你就是不想放弃…

[因为他就是他啊。独一无二的他啊]...

由始至终你只是默默的看着。想着。喜欢着…只是因为害怕你的喜欢会带来他的不安

于是你深藏起自己的感受，把难过伤感都往肚子里咽

你觉得自己再难过也好过让他难受

那会让你心疼

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Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Physically and mentally. I wish someone can give me a lean on his shoulder. Tired. Tired. Tired.

June Annual Dinner @ Genting

My super late post LOL. Some incidents just spoiled my mood on my annual dinner but at least I manage to handle it well and emotions stable. Or maybe i should say, my emotions in front of people is handled well :) Anyway,my annual dinner was held at Genting Highlands last June. Our theme this year is Viva Las Vegas. Can't think of what to wear. Simply grab a singlet in KL last minute. Bought my leggings and skirt in Miri. Every year with dramatic lashes to enhance my whole makeup :)

Here are some of the randoms pics taken :)

Ruby from JB :)

Guess whose sexy butt is this?? :)

Wendy KK, me and Winnie from KCH.

Wendy,Winnie and Ashley Yap!

Awww....!!

No idea which brand he is from but "he" caught my attention with "his" sexy dress :)

Avon and me. She is from KK :)

Best Dress Participants~

Ashley Yap. Carmen Yeo.

My Lovely Partner and Me..

Sushi King

Sushi king in Miri provides dirty plates to serve customers!! Yuck!


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It's 365 Days

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY To Mr.Eric TLW :) May You had a great birthday out there without me! BLEH

Salam Mesra!!!

All The Things You Never Knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛Hu die zha ji chi yan jing

How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行Cai xue hui fei xing

Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星Ye kong sai man le xing xing

The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地Dan ji ke hui luo di

But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近 还听见呼吸Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi

So close I can hear you breathe

对不起 我却没捉紧你

Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni

So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是 你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛Hu die zha ji chi yan jing

How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行Cai xue hui fei xing

Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星Ye kong sai man le xing xing

The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地Dan ji ke hui luo di

But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近 还听见呼吸Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi

So close I can hear you breathe

对不起 我却没捉紧你Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni

So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是 你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

我飞行 当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

噢噢~

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你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是 你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

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Hahaha.. she called his assistant this morning finally and found out that he is going to be away until next Wednesday! Did you know how much courage has she take to make that call to his office? Just to make that stupid surprise? After all...what? Plan since few months back so what? Hahaha..

Lost also....people buy air ticket OK. Can you afford it? That small plan~ haha please la... people wont even look at your ugly butt~ f*!

She told me that she is going to slap herself 10 times tonight before she goes to bed :) For being so stupid. LOL. I supported her because she should do that. Luckily things wasn't well planned :) Else bigger disappointment. I need to take more efforts to comfort her..LOL. I told her to slap herself everyday till the day she wakes up!

Good Luck Dear Friend :)